I am so ready for this summer to be over with. It sucks and today has also sucked.
It started out with me talking to my dad on the phone this morning. We were talking about the bearded dragon I am going to get next month. I am just so tired of people thinking that it’s a “new obsession” or just something to spend money on. I have ALWAYS wanted one and I finally get to have one now. Leave me alone, please unless you’re actually being positive. I’m so done with people being so not positive.
Last week, my boyfriend was telling me how my mom was texting him. Of course she was. God that pisses me off. He’s my boyfriend, not yours. I understand you’re lonely, but you have your own husband and go make your own friends.
Speaking of my boyfriend, I finally get to see him at the end of this month. He’s been studying at the University of Southern Mississippi for the summer and it’s been way harder than I ever imagined. I just miss him a lot and I dread every day I can’t see him.
I also miss my best friend a lot. I am so happy she’s coming down to SEMO next year because if she wasn’t, I don’t know what I would do. Probably die a little on the inside. I miss you lots Ericka.
I also miss my friend group. It seems that as time goes on, everyone has changed so much and it’s not for the good. I don’t want to be involved if they aren’t going to change after advice people have given them.
Today has also sucked because I told my mom if she could stop texting my boyfriend so much and she responded with such an overly dramatic text. It read,
“I deleted you and dan from Facebook, Snapchat and Instagram. Don’t worry about me getting into your business again on social media!”
Seriously? That is not what I meant. I’m just tired of her tagging me in so much dumb shit on Facebook. I don’t want shit about people getting kidnapped in my town or people getting robbed at gunpoint at the mall I shop at. STOP. It doesn’t help anything except it just makes me pissed off. I don’t want to be associated with that shit.
I just fucking want it to be August already.